From Cathy:
In Newton's first law of motion he posited that a body in motion tends to stay in motion. On the flip side he explained that a body at rest tends to stay at rest. I get that, but what about the transitions? What happens when an body in motion slows down? And how do you get a body at rest to move more?
This is where things fall apart for me. The last time I put on a lot of weight, there were a number of factors in play, but the one that stands out the most in my mind is that I got sick. Not just a little cold, but a knocked on your behind, down for the count for a few weeks, sick. Somehow, I never really got my body in motion after that.
Here we are three years later and I'm on the mend right now from another no-joke virus. I've been told that this strain tends to take three to four weeks to leave the system and I'm at the precipice of week four. I still get dizzy and lightheaded if I stand up too fast or walk up a set of stairs and I'm tired a lot of the time. Combine that with a couple of stressful weeks and I'm a body at rest with a tendency to stay at rest... and eat, a body at rest that stays at rest and eats.
Halls cough drops wrapper making a feeble attempt to inspire me while I battle the plague... |
My therapist and I have spent time lately focusing on gratitude and thinking about all of the things I'm grateful for as opposed to all of the things that aren't working for me or are frustrating. I've even been keeping a gratitude journal where I write down eight things I'm grateful for each day and why. As cheesy at that may sound, it has been so useful to refocus on the positive things in my life by reflecting each day on what I'm grateful for. It isn't always easy to feel grateful but every day it gets easier.
On Friday I wrote, "I am grateful that tomorrow is a new day. I didn't get my workout in and I haven't been in the best frame of mind but tomorrow I get a chance to try again and I am so grateful for that."
Saturday, I made myself to do my weight routine and today Leslie Sansone and I went on a forced march in the dining room. I am planning to spend more time with Leslie tomorrow. I am hopeful that Newton was right and this whole Newton "inertia thing" works out. It is not easy but maybe in the end I'll be grateful for that.
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